trial and error

im trying something new :)

PAZ!

hehe Spanish class is so cool! we are learning this song... and the teacher's mouth looks so funny when he's singing it! its hilarious! lol but yeah its a neat song... we are having a quiz on tuesday... its gonna be GREAT! lol... i hope i do good in Spanish class this year!... well hmm... i thought that was interesting and i wanted to share it with you all! ttyl! (*brittany*)

JUST LOOK UP THE WORD MONOTONE...

so, today was the first day of skool, its so stupid im gonna hate this year! i found myself sitting with and hanging out with tiffany and heaven the whole time... wait that came out wrong its not that theres sumthing wrong with them its just... it feels like Kana is just sick and absent... nothing about this new year has hit me yet... i (right now atleast) HARDLY consider my school to be ETCS anymore! im so terrified! but urgh! 2 of my new teachers are so boring! and one of them i have to learn Spanish from! its gonna be terrible! and the other teacher, let me just preface this strong release of dislike toward him by saying this, "Do wut now, I wasnt listening." everything he said went in one ear and out the other!  i cant control my selective hearing... and i just happen to accidentally select to not hear HIM! plus... wut he says kinda tends to blend with the dull roar of the AC... (thus the title) but uhhhh... my homeroom teacher is cool! he taught us about flagella! its this thing that propells a tiny organism! its crazy! haha and the thing that propells it is a TINY electromagnetic motor!! and evolutionists think it all happened by chance in NO obvious order! HA! thats one of the most insane remarks ive ever heard! lol

then there's the new students....(seems like i dont see anythin in them that would spurge me to have a feeling to want any of them as a close friend! i just dont see it!) but we all know how God works in mysterious ways.... so i could end up with ONE OF the most fulfilling relationships of my highschool career... (but nothing compares to the relationship of a BEST FRIEND, much like the one God gave me with Kana) even though we are goin to different schools i still just feel like shes sick and absent (refer to the first paragraph) but idk... im still just completely waiting on things to go back to normal... i know they arent going to because i cant control them! if it was up to me i would have stayed in 8th grade forever! (that was probably the best year of school ive ever had...) and i had mr. stirling! i really miss him! i think THAT'S why everything feels SO different... ya know? ETCS just isnt ETCS without mr. stirling... *depressing sigh* so im gonna go now... ive said enough to ruin a teachers career or self image but atleast i got it off of my chest.... oh well (i knwo that was selfish but atleast i realize it!) well ttyl!

KRISTEN I MISS YOU SO MUCH! I WISH THAT EVEN IF KANA WASNT THERE THAT YOU WOULD BE! ITS SO HARD TO NOT HAVE EITHER OF YOU!

KANA! COME BAK! IM GONNA LOSE MY MIND! I FEEL SO ALONE WITHOUT U THERE! EVERYTHING IS DIFFERENT!!! AND NOT JUST THAT U ARENT THERE... I MEAN EVERYTHING! BUT YOU'RE PROLLY HAVIN ALOT OF FUN MEETING NEW PEOPLE... DONT LET ME HOLD U BAK FROM MAKING GREAT FRIENDS! JUST DONT FORGET ABOUT ME... YA KNOW BRITTANY, OVER AT THAT LOUSY THING THEY CALL A SCHOOL (ETCS) YEAH, HER.... and thats all i have to say about that....

hey people! so tonight is back to skool tight... i always go, even if it is lame, but i dont mind and i certainly dont care wut u think about it.... i mean im the kind of girl who goes to the PTF meetings when only about 3 other adults even bother to show up! lol eh, well um.... yeah definitely lookin forward to the first day os school, its gonna be so darn different! haha well uh, thats about it i love yall! thanx 4 the comments! adios! (*brittany*)